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Okka Kshanam – Okke Okka Kshanam


Life… Hmm… seems simple word… but wrapped up for me before thirty years … My grandfather use to tell…one will definitely think about his life atleast a MOMENT before he sees his death… But in my case.. Though I am forced to think about it these many years…hmm….still failed to understand… As like weeping in front of mother in pains… was worshiping god at all sorrows…but I think I wasn’t recollected him in my happy moods…. He didn’t turn to me in my sorrows… Life is a chain of difficulties… Have to pass and face at every step.. Its a difficult game.. Should keep on playing to sustain… I failed every time, when I moved on, with courage and patting back myself I myself was answering to my soul in all situations.. But.. then to finally my life itself stands as a big question in front of me So finally decided to solve my biggest quest… I can give nothing to the life which continuously defeating me, except sacrificing myself… I can give nothing to the world, except my last tears… Mummy calling… Mummy calling… Mummy calling… forgive me …mom For ending up my life, with winding up your dreams …unfulfilled If i get one more life, definitely i will keep my promise what i given to you… what is this…? Still i am in beach ?? … surprisingly is there a beach in hell too !!!! There may be, because of extreme sins …vaitharani(holistic river) also may be change to ocean… Hello sir… Hello Sir… where we are ? (seems typical guy…very extremely posing).. Hello sir.. can you tell me where are we… what is this place called ?? This is only “the end of your destination” Finally you reached the place where ever you wanted to be … oh god…!!! No doubt…. feels like he is mentally disturbed … by the way… may i know who are you…why are you standing here…so early in the morning…with well dressed….. I am only your emotions.. I am only your ambitions… I am only your happiness.. your pains… Ok OK Okk … I will tell…. i will tell the remaining.. you mean to say that finally you are a god ? good one.. that means now… i am Venketesh … you are Pawan Kalyan… to wipe out my pains… came from heaven…. That’s it.. super… Super… brother… Ok…ok…ok cool…cool (narrating about a movie…) its is same like in that movie…so why…. intelligently speaking… but unable to show anger on you… why because…iam only the reason for your intelligence… ohhh… unbearable… sir.. Namaskar… As because…. of festival season… as my ticket to hell was not confirmed ..am roaming here and there in this beach… if i am here only for little more time… I fear… i will also dress up speak like you.. and stand like you…and may finally settle in beach itself… so…you please be here only… and… speak to the seashore and the creatures there in… hmm…God it seems…Godddd…. feels like a Annamaya(Great Poet) and … came for me…. he he… where else you go ? isn’t the same place where you committed suicide, right? How would you know ? December 5th 1989….you are blessed to Padmavathi amma… You started blaming me at the age of 4, when your caretaker(father) left your family mercilessly… secondly …you blamed me at the age of 9…by seeing your mother helpless, when you affected with severe health problems… ha ha..and again you blamed me at your age of 15, when you are forced and decided to runaway from your home and village leaving all alone… when you lost your love…The time when the people laughed at you… when failed at your final attempt, to sustain yourself and decided to suicide..event at that moment too… Sir.. Sorry… i mean… i have no idea what to call you…. first time…speaking to a God know… That’s why.. Are you really a God..? it’s unbelievable.. But if you are really a God… Then ….why you ruined my life…. with so many struggles …though i didn’t do any mistake… For every step i have taken in my life why you created so many obstacles… …in my young age…. why you overloaded with these many troubles… you only blessed with great life …then ….why you only given me unbearable pains throughout the life… created me like a dead man, was even unable to make atleast my mother happy… Every human life is a result of mere sinless activities to perform in your previous birth.. struggles and comforts, responsibilities and pains are all part of human life.. If these are all not experienced, then there is no meaning of calling as HUMAN humans especially have a great quality which differs him from all other creatures… that is nothing …but…. “thinking” A human with his thinking capability can win over the world… If he utilized that in correct way… then there will be no point of blaming God.. Do you know the actual meaning of God GOD means a GOODNESS… its a “confidence” that the Goodness will lead to achievements… and its a hope that our confidence will be with us… Turn back and see….about your life we discussed till now… Tell me what you understood (what can i understand by seeing the foot steps..?) what is this?? we both walked here rite ? some foot steps are missing…! here also the same..! (Observed some steps are missing in middle) sir.. Now i understood… I thought God is not with me in my life in every situation… But.. almost in all situations you are there in my all pains and happiness… But …whenever i left alone and was walking alone i experienced most difficult situation… when you felt i am with you in all situations… then why again you are thinking that i am not there with you in some situations… we are humans rite ? we do more mistakes than good things… so it is not possible for God to support us in all situation… why are you laughing sir? When you are confident.. you humans think maturely…but when you are upset…you will think innocently and stupidly. That’s why…one should worship me at happy moods…. instead worshiping me at suicides, accidents and in difficulties and blaming me only… Sorry..Sir.. So… Am..i, myself thinking wrong ??? You, yourself decide on this… when you faced severe difficulties in your life, you led it yourself without depending on anyone… in some situations you also seek help from others to win over the problems… but, at particular situations where you gave up… that moment who helped unknowingly behind you is ME… As you think like, the alone foot steps are not yours, It’s MINE… Apart from, “Thinking” the another blessed feature humans have is “SMILE” with a great smile , one can overcome any sought if problem… when you come across with unbearable pains, you just smile at it… and realize how it will disappear in front of you… just think… you got guts to question me for simple reason… Don’t you think.., you got courage to face the problem… i create each human with a cause and reason… I will only responsible to call you back, when i feel you done with your cause… before that please don’t try to come to me… Don’t snatch the hopeful relations between God and humans…. Don’t widen the nearness between us… Think a moment… when you decide to sacrifice yourself as you are unable to make your mother happy… Then, how you missed to vision your mothers pain because of your absence… just think how your mother will receive about your missing in life,,,, A Moment… Just only for A Moment… Sir… Sir… Siiirrrrrrr…. Oh….Godddddddddddddd…………… still i am here..??? what is this, Am i not died ! till now… what it happened is .. dream… or real ? Mummy Calling… Mummy Calling… Mummy Calling… Mummy Calling… when you decide to sacrifice yourself as you are unable to make your mother happy… Then, how you missed to vision your mothers pain because of your absence… ya mom.. tell me… Dear son… where are you my son? since yesterday night i am trying to call you…why you are not answering my call..? was tensed a lot… first tell me where are you now? i met a long awaited friend ….. and it was so accidental… in discussion with him and forgotten to look into the mobile… sorry mom.. No problem my son.. if you are happy that is enough for me… who is that person, take him to our home also.. No mom.. he done his duty and left… left is ..my duty only… I am coming mom.. in case of your absence also ensure to make your identity alive……..

Yvette Parker

11 Comments

  1. @Team 📽Okkakshanam:: Kudos..👍🏻👍🏻Cool message oriented film…wdout any unwanted drama…..A very burning issue takenup wd a nice demonstration on hw to keep check fr such thoughts….worked out so well…😀

  2. Nice message @Team, You gave a wonder message to all over youth,
    Nice Concept @Bhanu
    Hope you continue the effort for coming shortfilms also

  3. Really it was awesome .Nice concept for young minds😇😇😇

  4. Super…..! I am really hands up to Okka Kshanam Team. Now a days we need this Meaning of Story.

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